MOMENT.

I feel totally and utterly crushed.
Zombie-like.
I have so little stamina left to deal with everything around me.
At this moment in my life, I want nothing more than someone just to hold me, and yet, I am isolated and alone and it is all of my own doing.
I'm a disappointment, but not just for all of those other people.
I'm a disappointment to myself.

If anyone else is going to step on whatever happens to be left of me, please, do it now. I don't want to feel like this for the rest of my life.