Sunday, September 19, 2004

RASKOLNIKOV, YOU LUNATIC.

I actually miss reading Crime And Punishment.
Q: How disgustingly pathetic have I become?
A: Relatively pathetic, still working on disgusting.
I have this desperate desire for something uncomfortable and unpredicted to pop up into my life. Immediately. I need drastic change- it's the only thing that will wake me up, I fear. And I'm unsure of precisely what I'm striving for.
That's the petrifying part.
I have not the willpower to continue. My head aches beyond all belief, and I feel I may not be able to pull myself out of bed tomorrow. Time to rest.
Sweet dreams, Svid.

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