SHE NEVER VOWED TO DO IT AGAIN, AND YET, IT CONTINUES...

I don't know...I was thinking about Gene and Brad today, and I hate doing that...It makes me feel week, and yet, inextricably connected to something...
Agg...
I don't know about that either...The thought makes me shudder now, whereas a year ago, I couldn't stand days disconnected from his thought...
And now, I don't want to go anywhere near his thought...
Who gives a flying crap about thought anyway?